*Cosmiksquirel

I'll be known as ~Elleir from now on, I think. I'm just kind of tired of being associated with Cosmiksquirel which sounds more like (and used to be) a pre-teen e-mail adress more than an artist name, you know? Elleir is based on my name (Gabrielle) spelled backward (Elleirbag) ...But I didn't like the Bag, so... Yeah.

Enjoy.

Man, I just got my hair dyed (sp?) today. Gotta say it's quite weird, considering I've been a redhead for so long... But I'm so damn happy with the result! It's turquoise on the top, and purple for what's left. What's a little shitty is that it won't last for so long, about 2 or 3 weeks and it will be gone. But I'll dye again with other colors, so it shouldn't be so bad.

Oh yeah, I also noticed I wasn't subscribed on dA anymore which sucks real hard basically cause I can't view people's work in thumbnails (I have about 250~ deviations from people I watch a day, so clicking on them all would be death.) so I'll find out a way to get this bitch back.

I'm more spending my time outside, lately, so I ain't drawing much... Well actually I am drawing, but it's only sketches and unfinished paintings, so it doesn't really deserves to be on my gallery.

I think that's about it, so...

Well, have a good summer!

Gabrielle

UPDATE: Oh shit! *JacobRyan got me a 3 months subscription, THANK YOU SO MUCH!! <3 <3

I DON'T WANNA GO TO THE DENTIST TODAAAYYY.

Update: Woohoo, I finally got through it! Ghuh. It's over.

RULES:
1) Answer the questions below
2) Take each answer and type it into dA search box
3) Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers)
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you


1. The age you will be on your next birthday: 19 (wow, what the fuck)


2. A place you'd like to travel: Europe, New-Zealand


3. Your favorite place: Rooftop of an abandonned building


4. Your favorite object: (Sorry I couldn't find another answer) My computer. ; P



5. Favorite food: Sushis



6. Your favorite animal: Jackal



7. Your favorite color: Gray



8. The town/state/etc in which you live: Montreal



9. Name of past pet: Misskat



10. A dream (to) come true: Live by my art?



11. Your nickname/screenname: Rotten



12. Middle name: Myriam?



13. Favorite Smell: A cold breeze in a warm day



14. Bad habit of yours: Sitting weirdly



15. Your first job: Graphism for my mom's job



16. Favourite Movie: Fight Club



17. What are you doing right now? Scratching my head thinking I should wash my hair.



18. Whats the weather like? Gray, cold...



19. Favourite sport: Urban Exploration!



20. Favourite music/style/band: Stoner Metal



I think that's all!

I tag:
=koishii-kitty
*cryingpain
~karmaone
~kichigai-shingetsu
~Inside-my-upset-head
=totalzombie
=somnambulist-x
*VivaLaLintu

Enjoy!

Meh.


Pretty much feeling low lately. You know, I feel like I'm turning back to the old days (around '03 and '05) when I was depressed as hell and had no real intense joyful feeling about being awake or alive...

I don't feel like ending my life or anything, don't worry, I really really really enjoy life and love it more than never did before, it's just that... I don't know, I lost any kind of motivation, I sleep about 12 hours a day and never want to wake up because standing conscious is kind of exhausting me.

I'm pretty sure all this is due to winter and the lack of light and stuff. Meh, I don't even feel like going out to breathe fresh air because I never was good enough to push myself (alone) to go out and have a walk (though I still do it once in a while) and people are annoying to me. Not that I don't love them anymore, I just can't stand social life like I used to do before. I can't even stand having a conversation (real one, not online through my computer screen) of more than 5 minutes because I'm getting in my own bubble and think about my own stuff and forget about the ''Reality''.

Gotta say I don't even know why I'm talking about this right now. Feeling like giving a little more of my news for you who read my journals, cause I know you always have good comments and yeah...

No need to give me advices, I know how to deal with this and ain't complaining much (as far as this could look like) ...I just needed to talk a little about it, express what I felt by putting some words on it. I'm fine, so don't worry. ^^


I just can't wait until spring ;___;



Gabrielle