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Inner Demons by ~Cosmiksquirel:iconCosmiksquirel:

Categories Traditional Art > Drawings > Macabre & Horror

©2007-2009 ~Cosmiksquirel
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I am bipolar, I am fine. Fuck you, excuse me.

I wish all this could be different.
Can't really help it, to be honnest.
I've tried so many times, so many ways.
I guess I'm just fucked up and always will be.
I've been losing so much people cause of this shit.
And I don't want to say I ain't the one to blame... Of course it's coming from my brain.
Though I don't realise at the moment I'm feeling like this that all those ideas are false.
At least for the majority.

...

I don't know if I am bipolar or not. I don't think so, but I know I have emotional problems. I've been reading very much about depressivity (sp?) and those kind of mental illness, and I have 9 symptoms out of 13. I can't say I am or not cause I haven't been able to pass enough time with psychologists.

All I can tell is that I've been wanting to rip my brain off my head yesterday. That's all. Thank you.

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*Doctor-Gus Oct 23, 2007, 2:41:10 PM
very nice

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~cryingpain Oct 23, 2007, 2:43:03 PM
AWwww :( I hope you feel better.:hug:

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*Angie-Chan070707 Oct 23, 2007, 2:43:48 PM
*hugs*


LOVE this..it's almost scary lookin

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~Crazygoblin21 Oct 23, 2007, 3:25:48 PM
Evening I know people who are bipolar it means you experiance states of mania and depression and cant control it in mania youre happy or/and energetic in depression you can be sad/pissed off depending on the severity the treatment can be either seeing your shrink monthly, seeing him daily or pills until you get better (learn to control it better) I have my own mental deals but i can deal with it myself pills sucked well this is a tad too long awesome pic the shadow reminds me of a demonic wraith, inner demons could be another title for it oh well bye!

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~Cosmiksquirel Oct 23, 2007, 3:56:16 PM
Thank you for the information, I kinda know the first part of your comment but yeah I wouldn't like to take pills for this cause I can deal with it (at least most of the times, of course I have deep phases like this one) and I hear you for the title, I changed it. <3 Thanks.

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=Fusion-Defiance Oct 23, 2007, 4:14:52 PM
youch...

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~karmaone Oct 23, 2007, 7:11:23 PM
que t usois bi polaire ou non, tu reste unique et fascinante, DON'T TAKE PILLS TO CHANGE WHO YOU REALLY ARE
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~roachred Oct 23, 2007, 7:32:45 PM
i love this so, so much. i've never been able to draw what bipolar [particularly the lows] feels like to me, but if i could, i can only hope it'd be half as good as this.
btw: if you want any advice on therapy and meds to do with this, lemme know, will you? i've had plenty of experience =]
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